Thursday, November 8, 2007

Long Days

We really need some excitement around here. With my family and church all but disowning me, I pretty much have only Frank and his family now. I have yet to meet his brother Kevin and his family, but one of these days the rascal will show up.

Not much going on today…I slept in till past noon, lazy me. I’ve picked up the bad habit of sleeping in ever since I married Frank. When I wake up early he says the circles under my eyes get real black and puffy. But when I sleep more the puffiness goes away. So I suppose a little more sleep never hurt anyone.

It is the beginning of Frank’s work week; he works doubles all through the weekend. He may not have to work all day Sunday...at least we’re hoping not, so we can go to church. He doesn’t much like working on Sunday mornings because of church and all that, but sometimes it just doesn’t happen. At least though, he has Tuesday and Wednesday off. Even so, the days seem so long without Frank.

For dinner tonight I cooked beef stroganoff, and I hope Frank likes it. He eats anything really, and I don’t expect a fuss at all. I try my best to be a good wife and have food for him all the time.

I need to run and go practice for Handel’s Messiah this Saturday. We practice only two times before the concert, so I better beef up at home. Till tomorrow.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I've refrained from writing any comments here, but since "YOU" have not called me back for over 2 weeks (perhaps your "beloved" husband doesn't let you?)I had your "viola" and other things ready to take to you but I was not allowed to go see you alone...remember (I wonder why??)

So, you lie to the church, your dad & I, your brothers & sisters, deceive everyone (including all the little children who thought you "loved them") into thinking that you were living a "godly, spiritual, & righteous life", gave your family the kiss of betrayal the night you snuck out of the window to meet your "beloved", broke GOD'S commandment to honor your father and mother...continue to bear false witness against your neighbor (abusive parents?)yet you keep driving the spear deeper into our hearts by posting comments against some members of the family...and you wonder WHY? God says in Proverbs 28:26...

You're alone because you are living a sinful life. (The wicked movies you've placed before your eyes...Psalm 101:3) You will never erase those vivid sinful picture from your mind. They will always come back to you. You're alone without the people who really love you, your family, the church, the widows, and the children because believed Satan's lie, and now you're living a lie.

One day you'll realize when you're completely alone with not even Frank or his family, what God was trying to teach you here, but you rebelled against God. You've only just begun a life of misery and pain. God' hates an unrepented heart, but forgives those who confees their sins. 1 John 1:9

You have done irreversible damage, my dear daughter, yet your writings sound like if nothing is wrong, but everything is wrong. The worst thing of all this is that everything you've done and said, you've done it to God.
Take a good long look in the mirror and look at what you let sin do to your life. The glow, sparkle, and countenance in your eyes & face that you once had is gone.

The only right choice for you is to "confess" your sin to God, and stop thinking you can hide from Him because you can't.
I'll continue to love you "no matter what" as you asked me right before you left. But I'm afraid we cannot have fellowship, while you and Frank are unrepentent. You don't seem to "see" the amount of damage you did. I'll continue to pray for both of you that God remove the scales from your eyes. And maybe some day rejoice in Lord and we once did!

With love,
Mami

PS. Mrs. Davis, Mrs. Barker, Mrs. Nash, and Mrs. Meyers and some others of our church send their love to you!

Proverbs 28:13