Saturday, November 3, 2007

First Wedding Job

The wedding this afternoon went very well. Everything went smoothly, and there were no problems whatsoever. It was an outdoor wedding in Jumbolair; and I even saw a few jets take off. I was there a couple of years ago to play at a Christmas party, and it was nice to be there again. The sun was a bit bright, and it was slightly windy; but it didn’t rain, and that we were thankful for. We had huge clothespins to keep our music from flying off and it worked out alright. We all had a great time, and I wouldn’t mind playing weddings as a job. I love weddings; but I am so glad my own wedding was simple and quick. I’m not sure I would have had the graciousness to stand a long wedding with a reception afterwards. But I enjoy weddings, and Christian ones are even better.

My mother-in-law and I were on our way back home, when we saw passed the Civil War Re-Enactment they are having today and tomorrow afternoon. I was thrilled to death to know they are having one around these parts. I’ve always wanted to go to one of these re-enactments, so I’m not missing my chance tomorrow. I’ll clear it with Frank when he gets home tonight; and if he says I can go I’ll go as a middle-class seamstress. I’m very much a Northern girl…even though I was born in the South. Oh and just for the record; for whoever keeps leaving ‘Anonymous’ comments, I’m anticipating a “traitor” remark. So bring it on. I’m on the Northern side of the historical Civil War by choice; just as I am where I am now in my life by choice. We all have choices to make in this life. And I have made mine.

Also on the way back home I picked up some ribs for Frank. He has this thing for ribs from this certain grill, and they are only open three days a week. So just for a little something I got him a bog ‘ole box of ribs with flavored rice and baked beans. When Frank gives me spending money I always buy food…no need to buy DVD’s or music. We have plenty of those. We need food more than stuff. I just saved some of the money to get him some ribs because I know he likes them even better than Sonny’s.

Here is another poem I wrote for my family a few months ago...it was appropriate at the time, and still is. Life doesn't always turn out the way one thinks it will, but we must always seek to be content with the choices we make.

Frank gets home in a couple of hours...let me go find something to do to entertain myself till he gets home. I've practiced 18+ hours this week between rehearsals and just plain old practicing right here at home. It's luxurious really, to be able to play as long as I want whenever I want. No one tells me I make too much noise, and when it gets stuffy in the house I play outside in the gazebo for the bears and bobcats.

Farewell

Farewell my dear family,
May the Lord guide your ways;
I will always remember you,
For the rest of my days.

I know you won’t understand,
Why I chose this path;
But remember that I love you,
Even if I face your wrath.

I thank you for all the joy,
Throughout the passing years;
Though my choice was hard to make,
I made it with many tears.

But now I won’t look back,
Because my heart is set;
I will move on with my life,
Without remorse and with no regret.

I cannot possibly be sorry,
For making this happy choice;
My love for God has grown,
Now I truly have a voice.

I am not throwing away,
All that you’ve taught me;
I can only hope that you’ll see,
All that Frank means to me.

I am grateful for all your love,
It made me who I am today;
For your guidance and your teaching,
It will keep me in the Way.

Our lives are but a vapor,
Quickly this life will pass away;
Hold on to our Savior dear,
Whose love is here to stay.

I can never be perfect,
Do not be angry with me;
I am but a human,
In this we can agree.

Know I am perfectly happy,
Where my life has led;
Know the love Frank and I share,
Is real, not just in my head.

I don’t need circumstances,
Or others to spoil my joy;
Please keep a pleasant face,
So our time we will enjoy.

Once again my dear family,
I bid you farewell and adieu;
I’ll always remember your kindness,
And I’ll never forget each one of you.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Great poem!! Love it!!
E.B

Anonymous said...

Deborah, it makes me so sad to see how lightly you take things. You say you made this choice with thought, but you forgot to think about how God looks at you. Is God pleased with the choice you made? Life is not to be taken lightly at all. One day you and I and all the rest of the people that have ever lived will have to stand before God. What can you say about your life? You are beliving a great lie if you think you are just fine in God's eyes. PLEASE, PLEASE, measure yourself up to God and see how things are lined up. Life is not just for today and enjoying life today, but you have to think about eternity. Please, ask God to show you your wrong because that is the only way you will ever see it. I am VERY concerned about you and have not ceased to pray that you will repent. I realize that I can not change your way of thinking and that is why I ask you to seek the Lord that he might reveal to you your ways of error. You are VERY loved and it is not just a light, fun sort of love, but a love that is so worried about you and your way of life. I am praying for you. ~Frances

Patrick and Hannah Walsh said...

Sad, sad, sad, that's what I think when I read your post. Sad that you could be so deceived in thinking you are still walking upright, and yet living very contrary to the Bible. Sad that some of your friends on here (who I do not know) are now over the shock and horror of what you did, and now write comments such as the one above more or less congratulating you for such outrageous behaviour, and now endorsing your poems, which only speak of the emptiness inside your heart, trying to cover feelings that you don't want to admit really are there. And last of the sad's is, sad that you set such a terrible example ( or lack of one) to your friends, family, and church telling (by your actions) that you don't need to listen to your parents (or God for that matter, because God wouldn't have led you to do what you did, He's the one that wrote "Honour your Father and Mother") and once you hit 18 you can sneak out of your house too, and find the "love of your life".
Marriage is not at all something to take lightly. God designed marriage to last a lifetime. You act as if you were fulfilling some dream, dreams won't keep a marriage together.
I also see a contradiction. You write in one poem that you haven't shed a tear, and then in the latest poem I read that you have shed a tear. Whether tears have been shed or not, the fact is you have sinned, and only God is going to be able to make you see that, if He so chooses. Because I can tell you now nothing I say now will do a thing, but I know the convicting Holy Spirit can work on you, even when you cover it up in writing. God sees what's going on in the heart. We pray for you Deborah, and our prayer is for the scales to be removed from your eyes, and you to find true repentance. Love,
Hannah

Anonymous said...

YOu know I have been sitting back and just reading all the comments.

Hmmm? I guess a lot of ppl are against this marriage you have gotten yourself into ... but it's just that ... YOUR MARRIAGE! So ...

Anyway, I also had a small civil ceremony .... so it's not the end of the world LOL!

I would love to see pictures? Did you take any? you should so put your wedding picture as your profile picture ... that would be neat. I wan't to see this wonderful man you keep blogging about? ;-)

Longtime lurker (lol), Cindy~ (no I don't have a blogger account so sorry, but I'll check back on you!!)